Out of nowhere,
This familiar song suddenly played
I felt so numb ‘coz I froze
I can’t move, so I stayed.
I felt like the song was haunted.
Memories started to return,
My body was trembling
And my heart started to burn.
As the song started,
This familiar feeling seeped inside of me,
I felt like crying ‘coz I know
That the emptiness inside me you may see.
I’m trembling inside,
But I’m hoping that others won’t see
This weakness softens my core
And I’m no way letting this free.
I’m beginning to melt
So I cried like a child,
But there’s no one I can turn to
So I hugged my pillow and cried.
I’ve been pretending that I’m okay
But obviously I’m breaking down,
I’ve been fooling myself for so long
With these emotions, I’ll surely drown.
The song was nearing to its end,
The more tears shed from my eyes,
I know that after this song I must
Hide the pain inside with my lies.